2021.10.25 19:17 altheum Do you like Celestite?
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2021.10.25 19:17 nagitossevredfingers So I got this sage from Walmart,(surprising, I know lmao) I can use this right? Also I made this handmade pendulum :))
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2021.10.25 19:17 artofnoise2 Like it
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2021.10.25 19:17 Pieodox [University Chemistry] Moles of gas given the Litres?
What are the steps to solving this problem?
A balloon is filled to a volume of 24.5L at a temperature of 27.1ºC. If the pressure in the balloon is measured to be 2.20 atm, how many moles of gas are contained inside the balloon?
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2021.10.25 19:17 Equivalent-Web-6168 🔥
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2021.10.25 19:17 Ice-Lord Hmhmm
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2021.10.25 19:17 QuaggaSwagger If someone has poor judgement, in general, how do they improve on that?
2021.10.25 19:17 JamalMurraySZN Finals will be starting tomorrow!
2021.10.25 19:17 Savvysy I was on the Orange and Black site and saw this ad.
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2021.10.25 19:17 Eljona1991 Most terrifying moment of my life... - HAchubby IRL stream in London
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2021.10.25 19:17 Zandmaan Interested in Chinuk Wawa? Well there's a new font and keyboard for Chinuk Pipa (one of the writing systems for it)
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2021.10.25 19:17 MedievalMadeliene This was a journal entry I was going to send to my therapist, but i'm wondering if anyone else can relate. It's about the need to find rules/ideologies, but your brain seeing too many sides/perceptions to every single argument and ultimately being left unable to grasp reality at all.
When I was a child, I was deeply religious—well that’s how I was raised. And with a mother in the literal throes of psychosis, I took it very seriously. After all, in her brain, and by extension mine, demons and hell and spirits were as real as anything else. This led to strange behaviors and a lot of guilt on my end. My entire life was somehow being punished by god for doing something wrong. What did I do wrong? Maybe I screamed at my mother, or maybe I just didn’t same “amen” after my prayer enough times (I felt that if I said “Amen” that meant the end forever, so I would have to say “Amen for this prayer” but then my prayer didn’t end with “Amen” so it was wrong! This led to sometimes hours of trying to end a prayer). If I did not tell my mother I loved her before she dropped me off from school, she would never come back. And that actually did happen! She didn’t come back one day, which reinforced these magic rules that I MUST play by.
Once I left fundamentalist religion behind (and felt very smug in doing so) I found other rules to play by. And these rules have ALWAYS ended in self destruction. My brain seeks out a set of rules, with strict guidelines. I somehow, logically knew that religion itself was best interpreted as a symbolic spiritual guide, too loose and personal to apply to the world at large—yet I missed having a clear set of WRONG and RIGHT.
Radical feminism, Collapse and interest in ecology and permaculture, anti psychiatry, I could go on. All became dogmatic rules, and the weight of doing one thing wrong often spins me out. It is especially hard because, I believe my lack of tangible and logical reality as a child left my brain grasping every which way for a container. Many people think that societal rules are restricting and prevent us from being our true selves. I suppose in some ways that is true. There is another truth, that is living in a state of neglect—which is the opposite of being “indoctrinated” or what have you into the rules of a society, means that you view them as an outsider. In defense of not understanding them, you often label yourself better than those that adopt them, or you find their flaws—and truly, not having a ready made reality to adhere to—I do believe you become better at the various hypocrisies and unspoken inefficiencies in day-to-day life.
Does that make one a better person? Obviously not. I have spent most of my life, so far, trying to find the perfect key in ideology/thought/practice that makes the world make sense. And when I discover even the slightest way that it doesn’t fit, my entire reality comes crumbling down, and I disavow it out of a sort of hatred for deluding me.
I can’t even begin to tell you the various ways my brain has attached itself to ideologies, ruminated them beyond recognition, until they too became defecated into the giant void that I float in. That is sort of my life up until now—my mind being orbited by the various realities that I’ve ruminated and since defecated out. And all of them disgust me, until I run back trying to understand some way they might just unlock reality for me again.
This was really illustrated with my increasing interest in “collapse” and with it, the very same guilt and fear and shame that had been apart of my life as a child when evil was objectively real and surrounding me at all times. Okay, the environment is collapsing. I have to control everything. I began to hoard trash, “I don’t deserve to eat something if I can’t find a way to reuse trash, and because I’ve spent 14 hours researching how ineffective and potentially even more harmful recycling is, not one piece of trash will leave my house.” Alright, well and good, I now have a trash shelf. Next comes my lawn. My lawn is a scar on the earth where there was once a forest of oaks and intermittent prairie. It was now on me to revert my lawn to it’s former state. Sure, my dogs like running on the lawn, but dogs are also a negligible luxury and bring me guilt, they can deal with 3 foot long prairie grass.
In nature, you realize just how little humans know and how absolutely unable we are to find the “best” thing. Some argue land should be returned to the way it was before Europeans settled. Others will point out that is looking at a very small piece of time, and that even indigenous people engineered their environment in degrees far greater than most people are willing to admit. Letting nature run its course makes human inhabitation often impossible. Engineering land for human use often has unforeseen consequences. Does it make more sense to plant a slow growing native oak next to your house, or a fast growing slightly native at least to your ecoregion? A slow growing oak will support the niche biodiversity that is rapidly disappearing. A fast growing semi-native will reduce heating costs and reduce fossil fuel being used while still providing some cover and food for some native species.
Trying to interact and “control” nature insofar as “I know what is best for it and if I do things perfectly can make a real difference” was one of the only ways to show—well, not just the immense ego I have—but also the way reality branches and branches and branches. It is WORSE with human ideologies and thoughts, because humans tend to have very strong opinions on what is right and wrong, and my mind butts up against these opinions, and tests them. It can branch into 100 ways something is right, and 100 ways something is wrong, and then it is left still there—floating in the void with orbiting turds and their millions of branches connecting them to a million other floating turds. I wonder—if you connect to reality in thousand different places, do you lose grasp of reality in it’s entirety?
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2021.10.25 19:17 lop092 OMG HALLOWEEN SKINS
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2021.10.25 19:17 richey15 For my Live sound guys out there
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2021.10.25 19:17 KarensRpeopletoo I think there should be a website for meeting friends...call it EHomie.com
2021.10.25 19:17 Infamous-Okra7866 [Trap] Criminal Cloud - Cave
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2021.10.25 19:17 adventurethingyt Damn… what now?
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2021.10.25 19:17 BloodLady My Best Friends Closet provides consultations to teenage girls aged 12 to 18 from low-income households providing them with a year’s worth of fashionable and functional clothing to meet school, employment, and recreational needs. You can help get this program funded by voting through the link.
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2021.10.25 19:17 Greenie_Protogen am i shadowbanned
2021.10.25 19:17 ant711 lf ganyu
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2021.10.25 19:17 Human_Actuator_2285 Thought I’d share my ranking of W.A.S.P. albums as well as some signed memorabilia in my collection… Any W.A.S.P. Fans Here?
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2021.10.25 19:17 Sovetika 1941. Mary Astor, Humphrey Bogart - The maltese falcon - h748
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